During her fascinating, authentic and emotional lecture, Hamutal shares with the audience her difficult experience as well as her family's. She recounts the events that led to the manic episode, the difficulty of convincing her to receive treatment and the decision to perform forced hospitalization. Hamutal tells about the period of hospitalization in a psychiatric hospital and about the process of rehabilitation and the changes she made in her previously intensive life. Then she describes her decision to start a life journey to better understand the mental health world and becoming the voice of those who live in secret and shame, without a supportive environment, isolated and detached due to the stigma of our society